Can you be fucking honest?

In all honesty, I've been dying to know whats wrong with me?

Can someone be so honest to tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?

Or what I should be doing? What I should not be doing?

I don't seem to know whats wrong with me. 

I feel like I'm a good person. I feel that im smart. East to talk to. Caring. Loving. Understanding. But why can't some people see that?

Why can't they see all the good in me and just focus on things that I don't have?

It's fucking getting annoying already. I just need to know what is wrong with me so that I can address it. I can fix it. I can change. I can be better. So that someone will even like or at least notice me. Coz I dont fucking know what is wrong with me. 

So I please beg you, answer me. Tell me in all honestly what is wrong before its too late. Before you can no longer see me change. before you can no longer see me alive. Before everything is just too late. 

I swear. I'm never really meeting anyone again.